Jorge

i love him and i miss him. i knew he was the one for me. he wants to get married and have a family and i want to be with him for the rest of my life. he purposed to me on monday and i accepted it. he just needs to buy the engagement ring. i love him more then anything in the world, because i love him for who he is and not what he is. sure, he is mexican and i have heard that they are bad people but they arnt. i love this man and i dont care that he is mexican, he has a heart just like everyone elxe and i fell in love with it. i fell in love with his heart, he is a kind person and i love him for who he is and i love him for everything he done for me

Gossip poem

Gossip
I hear the voices Cold and shallow
I look down,
trying to be invisible
But really trying to hide my fear
I see the stares
I look away
Are they talking about me?
So cold,
so worried I take a deep breath
Doesn't help at all
My breath is unsteady
My confidence is gone
Are they talking about me?
Girls ask themselves this day by day
Are they talking about me?
We cannot find an answer
without them talking about us even more
Gossip
They do it to make themselves bigger,
more important
But its making others small
I am one of them, but what shall I do?
I am too weak
Too small
Deep inside I know I a m not
But the gossip makes me believe otherwise.

this quote is defintely me

i believe things happen for a reason, people change so you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually start to trust no one but yourself. and sometimes good things fall apart, so better things can fall together. -Marilyn Monroe.

why is this quote is me? well, it talks about things happen for a reason, people change and you have to let go. people change and if u dont like it u also change whatever u like it or not. you have to learn to let go because you cant have it all bottled up inside because its going to get worse and worse and then you will have to let go and it will hurt but you have to let go. things do go wrong and u have to learn to appreciate them when you find out that their right this means that u learn from your mistakes because that will help u later in life. it is true that u beleive in lies and soon u come to only trusting no one but your self. good things do fall apart so better things do fall together, this happends so that good things fall apart and better things come through for you.

my favorite quotes

We, unaccustomed to courage / exiles from delight / live coiled in shells of loneliness / until love leaves its high holy temple / and comes into our sight / to liberate us into life. ~ Maya Angelou, Touched by An Angel.

this quote is true in so many ways to me as a CMA in training. i work with people, i've have delt with death first hand , i have been through more than anyone and iam still here. i pray every day to make it through each day. as a person i am accustomed to courage i need all the courage that i need to make it through each day as a CMA because life can be hard and it can be difficult.

new boyfriend

MY NEW BOYFRIEND.

My new boyfriend is Chris. but i dont kow if i should date him. i am still hurt from the way Jorge treated me, i am still in love with Jorge, he was my true love and i was heartbroken when he broke up with him. i need some guidence. because i feel like i am running in circles.